Blues is the smell of smoke and barbeque, the low, dim flicker of neon
piercing the collective darkness of a hushed room. Blues is the rattlesnake
beneath the brush, the hissing sound of life - wild and full of venom -
reborn in the strings of a guitar. I owe my love for the blues to the bronzed
whip of nostalgia. When I moved from Houston to Los Angeles in 1998 I missed
home with a stinging immediacy. Suddenly, and for no obvious reason, I
became obsessed with the idyllic façade of the south, and began
daydreaming about an aesthetic of which I had only partly known; creaking-wood
porches and broad streets, banana trees and damp, tropical air.
Living in California created in me a longing for the depth, authenticity,
and culture of my past. I missed the overall friendliness of the people,
the slower pace of day-to-day life, and most of all, the music. Blues is
home to me. The sound of the guitar, the image of a striking coal-colored
man sitting on a porch or stage, sitting, eyes in painful squints, forehead
wrinkled, the voice like liquid mercury, onyx stones, a magician’s silk
cape, oozing onto the dusty floor, flooding the tables, chairs, staining
feet, seeping out the front door and into the fragile liquid night.
A professor of mine once made a claim that all humanity can be traced
back to Africa. If he was right, than this thing I feel for the blues and
all of its trappings makes sense. Otherwise this connectedness I have with
the music, the people, the stories, and the history of the blues is a bit
confounding. I am, after all, a 30-year-old White girl from a middle-class
upbringing. An English teacher living in West L.A. I’ve never been poor.
I’ve never been hungry. But missing home has given me a taste of, and for,
the blues. And now my longing for something real has turned into full-blown
hunger. My journey of chronicling the blues began because of that hunger.
My first interview was with Calvin Owens, an internationally-acclaimed
musician and blues innovator. Owens also happens to be from my hometown,
back in Houston. The experience of interviewing him brought me closer to
my roots than I ever thought possible. Calvin Owens lives in an attractive
two-story on a street of attractive two-stories in a graceful, well-groomed
neighborhood in the 3rd Ward. Though I had spent the first nineteen years
of my existence in Houston, I had never ventured over to this part of the
city.
Driving through Calvin’s neighborhood made me wonder if I realized I
had missed out on some aspect of my city which was in fact a vital part
of its make-up, an area composed of primarily African Americans – some
thriving and some not – a community in every sense of the word, with a
musical history comparable to cities like New Orleans, Chicago, and even
Memphis. It took this interest of mine, and the lucky chance of having
a contact to a famous bluesman to give me a new perspective on my native
city. Houston’s history is stained with the magic blues, yet I had never
known it. Blues brought me home.
When I met Calvin Owens he was sitting in his office staring at the
monitor of his computer, blue reflected in the broad lenses of his glasses.
It was nighttime, and the darkness looming on the other side of the window
made the overhead light in his cozy work-space feel exceptionally bright.
The air in the room seemed utterly electric, the musical instruments surrounding
him waiting to come alive. When I entered the room his back was to me.
He was sitting in front of two computers with giant musical keyboards connected
to them. Owens was so deeply employed as I quietly stood over his shoulder,
that it seemed as if he was speaking on the phone with someone, though
he was not. The attention of this 75-year-old man on the black dots and
lines flashing on the computer screen in front of him was so intense that
it was as if the notes were engaging him in conversation, communicating
with him some grand secret ingredient to the recipe of life.
I felt intimidated and nervous to speak with this legendary bluesman,
this former band leader for B.B. King, who composed and arranged all the
songs on King’s 1983 Grammy-award winning Jazz and Blues album. A man,
who by most standards, should be enjoying retirement, and is instead continuing
to compose and produce his own music, while organizing elaborate promotional
campaigns and making plans to tour with his band. But as he turned away
from the computer to shake my hand, the amiable smile on his face, coupled
with his casual attire of shorts, Hawaiian shirt, and signature blue hat
settled me instantly. I suddenly looked forward to our conversation with
anticipation bordering on fervor. I was overwhelmed with the need to know
this man’s story, what experiences led to the appointment of his nickname
The Maestro, and how such electric energy as what emanated in that room
could ever be contained.
In the hour and a half we spent together, Owens spoke mostly of the
future – his new album called The Calvin Owens Show (set to be released
in October 2004), his hopes of performing and winning at the W.C. Handy
Awards in 2005, and his wish to play, along with his twenty piece orchestra,
with his good friend B.B. King once again. “As a matter of fact, I need
to call him tomorrow,” he said off-handedly. “Music changed my life,” Owens
says emphatically. “Without music I don’t think I would have gotten through
high school. I never missed much of school because I was in the band. It
scares me to even think about what I would have done if I hadn’t found
music. I don’t remember every having any vision of doing anything, but
I was always a very productive person
. It was just my mother and I. We were extremely poor, in fact we were
too poor to live in the housing project, and I mean, that’s really poor.
So like I had to do odd jobs---shoe shine boy, worked at the bowling alley,
that kind of a thing. My mom was a Creole lady born and raised in New Orleans.
She used to tell me stories of Louis Armstrong. So I had a little knowledge
of him. He was the only musician I knew of because of her. He was a very
famous trumpet player. In fact he was the most famous of all trumpet players
in his day because he played notes and did stuff nobody had ever played
before, and that kind of a thing. He was a very big man in my eyes. Still
is.”
At thirteen Owens picked up a trumpet and never set it down, and with
help from the school band, learned how to play and to read music. With
equal parts talent and tenacity, Owens graduated high school and eventually
joined a Vaudeville Show called the Brownskin Models, featuring chorus
lines, comedians, dancing girls, and live musical acts. But the tour turned
out to be a colossal flop. “It’s the only time I’ve ever been hungry in
my life,” he says with the playful, hearty laugh I will come to know well.
Though the Vaudeville Show did not last long, by the time Owens returned
to Houston his life had radically changed. He was broke, married, and a
father of two. Desperate, Owens took up shop at the local pool hall in
order to “hustle around…..like I see the other guys do.” But Owens was
a trumpet player, not a hustler, and his efforts at hustling in order to
make money failed.
However, his “sitting at the pool hall all day and all night” did pay
off, and led to the first, and biggest break of his life. “One day this
musician come in who was putting a band together to go to the El Dorado
Ballroom on January 1, 1950, and he said: ‘Calvin, I’m putting this band
together, would you like to join?’ And I said, ‘Well, alright’ and everything
else is history from that moment on. Pluma Davis’ band was really a highlight
of my life and nothing else will touch that, I don’t care what happens.”
In the 1950s and early ‘60s the El Dorado Ballroom was an elegant fixture
in the Houston blues nightlife, a nightlife which had become something
of a phenomenon in the 3rd and 5th Wards, and is a critical, though less
well-documented, part of American blues history. Owens spoke of the place
as though it still exists. “When you play at the El Dorado Ballroom you
have to be one of the best, and when you played at the El Dorado Ballroom
you was considered one of the best because the El Dorado Ballroom was very
famous for having great bands up there. Playing there was like playing
at the Apollo Theater in New York City. The first night I walked up those
stairs to the El Dorado was one of the greatest, most memorable days of
my life. I will never forget that day.”
There were two kinds of venues for blues musicians in Houston during
the city’s heyday, and incidentally, two kinds of blues. The first kind
of venue - the down-home, gritty blues - consisted of one man and his guitar,
playing to hard-working locals in the former living room of someone’s converted
home, a place for musicians to tell their stories, people to drink, and
if so inclined, to dance. The second kind, venues such as the El Dorado,
were more formal, with a full band featuring a popular vocalist, and a
clientele dressed to the nines in stockings and suits, ready to begin their
raucous night on the town with some live entertainment.
Owens, on more than one occasion during our conversation, made a point
of aligning himself with this latter kind of blues venue, and this alignment
obviously symbolized to Owens something much more profound than a simple
difference in atmosphere. To Owens, receiving recognition for his abilities
means demanding nothing but the highest of standards from himself and his
band. Performing at places he calls “little honky-tonks” is simply out
of the question. He has worked too hard, paid his dues, and dedicated his
life to honing his craft to play anywhere less than magnificent. Just as
a painter would prefer a museum to a coffee shop, so does Owens prefer
a polished, well-carpeted hall to present his music, his art.
Within three years, Owens built up a reputation of being one of the
best trumpet players in Houston. In 1953 the Buffalo Booking Agency, the
agency also responsible for booking bands out of Memphis, was based in
Houston at the time, and asked Owens if he would like to come lead the
band of the commercially successful B.B. King. Owens naturally jumped at
the opportunity. For four years Owens toured with King, until King, as
he had done prior to hiring Owens, fired everyone in the band, including
Owens.
In 1957, Owens returned to Houston and worked as a quality control technician
for Maxwell Coffee while working nights for the A & R Director of Peacock
Records, attending Texas Southern University, and playing at the El Dorado
Ballroom. Twenty-one years of this mind-boggling schedule elapsed, and
though Owens did maintain a musically-centered lifestyle for the next two
decades, he chose not to elaborate about this period of his life during
our conversation much at all. Considering how critically important recognition
and success are to The Maestro, I didn’t find it too surprising that Owens
would de-emphasize a phase of his life in which recognition and fame remained
an ambition rather than a reality.
Owens’ frenzied routine continued until 1978, when King rehired Owens,
asking him once again to put together a band for him. Owens simply couldn’t
say no, so together King and Owens toured the world for the next six years.
During his years touring with King, Owens says he felt he had reached the
pinnacle of his career, singling out a stint of playing at the Apollo Theater
in New York, an event he recounts with periods of sudden laughter, the
sound of which strikes me for its innocent, almost child-like appeal.
“The first time I went to New York working at Apollo theater, I think
we stayed for a couple weeks. By the time we left, I was thirty, forty
pounds lighter. I’m waiting for the lights to go out but they never went
out. And all of a sudden you get out of the theater, it’s after twelve,
you go downtown to some clubs, and you know blah, blah, blah then come
back to the hotel, you know drinking and partying, and next thing you know
its time to go back to work, which is twelve o’clock the next day. You
jump up, you take a shower then you play those five-six shows a day and
then you do that same thing over and over again, which is really insane
looking at it now, but being in New York for the first time and playing
at the Apollo theater, nothing beats that, you know.”
Though playing at the Apollo was a highlight of his career, and Texas
his home, Owens felt more appreciated as a musician overseas. “The audience
loved us. It was really something. In Europe the blues is considered art,
and they’re more appreciative about that stuff. As a matter of fact, they
know more about you than you know about yourself basically. We did twenty-eight
days in Russia. This was during the Soviet Union thing, you know. Look
behind you, people be following you. You weren’t allowed to go here and
go there. At that time in order for you to be able to buy tickets you have
to have earned merits, like on your job. And in order to buy tickets you
got to have so many points. And if you don’t have enough points, you can’t
buy a ticket. So you got all these people who want to buy tickets to see
B.B. King, and they can’t. There were riots in a couple of places.”
But King wasn’t the only one in the band causing a commotion. “A lot
of musicians call me The Maestro, right? That’s where the tag got put on
me. The wife of one of the Philharmonic Orchestra directors, she so was
so elated seeing me conduct the band that we had, right? She would say:
‘Oh, Maestro, you’re just wonderful’ and somewhere, that just hung on me,
carry it along with me even today.” Around the time King won the Grammy
for his Jazz and Blues album in 1983, Owens decided it was time to move
on. The decidedly chaotic mixture of partying, performing, and working
for someone else had taken its toll.
In 1984 Owens “fired himself” from the band and moved to Belgium in
order to “clean up” his “deficiencies.” This dramatic move was a turning
point in both Owens’ professional and personal life, and in fourteen years
of living in Belgium Owens found the peace for which he had been searching.
He became his own boss with the creation of Sawdust Alley Productions in
1985, named for the industrial part of Houston where he was raised. In
addition, Owens met and married his second wife, a local Belgium woman.
By the time he moved back to the states in 1998, Owens’ vision of an orchestra
of musicians who wore tuxedos and shined shoes and played only in large
venues, had become a bronzed reality in his mind. Though the creation of
his orchestra was his ultimate goal, Owens’ ambitions of redefining the
blues never waned. Working with Norma Zenteno, Owens produced the first
ever blues album in Spanish called Es Tu Booty, which he redid in English
(That’s Your Booty.) In 2000 Sawdust Alley produced Stop Lying in My Face,
comprised of two CDs, one solely blues, the other, fused music with artists
rapping over his blues arrangements. Sawdust Alley also released The Best
of Calvin Owens and The Calvin Owens Blues Orchestra.
In recent years, his dream of building a top-quality, nothing-but-the-best
orchestra, and taking the blues to Duke Ellington-inspired heights is finally
becoming realized. It has been a long road of set-backs and exhausting
hours, extending into days, weeks, years, decades of “cleaning up deficiencies”,
and everything he has worked for seems to have led to this moment. That
Owens is tasting the sweetness of his victory is apparent once he begins
describing the support he has already received for The Calvin Owens Show.
Hard-won pride accompanies his every word, and the impressive physical
strength carrying him through his self-set, back-breaking schedule redefines
what it means to age. But that’s not to say that time and pace of life
haven’t conspired against him.
So I am very grateful to be where I am today. I’m playing better than
I have in my whole life.” After an hour and a half my conversation with
Calvin Owens ended. He walked me to the front door of his house where there
were many framed photographs hanging on the wall of the entryway. I recognized
one of the photographs as being B.B. King and his tour bus, which is, among
blues enthusiasts, somewhat famous. In the photograph, twenty or so men
are lined up against a narrow, metallic gray bus. A very young B.B. King
stands at the front of the line of men, beaming into the camera. I made
a comment to Owens about the fact that the men in the photo look almost
animated, their faces lit-up with big, blissful smiles. Owens explained
that during the ‘50s, it was unheard of for a Black musician to have his
own tour bus, and B.B., along with his band, felt an abundance of giddy-like
joy for their atypical success.
I watched as Owens stepped forward into the special little light which
shined just above the notorious photo. His attention seemed thoroughly
occupied. I wanted to document the moment somehow because it seemed especially
significant. But really it was not. A man was simply looking back on the
memories of his life and acknowledging them with well-earned satisfaction.
The moment was a brief one. When he turned to face me once again, the smile
was still there, and though nothing externally has changed, I sensed that
something within him had shifted, his mind no longer on the past. He gazed
upstairs, toward his office, as if being summoned. Though I knew it was
time for me to go I wanted to remain, to thank the congenial man again
for sharing his memories with me. I wanted to package him in an air-tight
seal, pack him in my suitcase and take him back to the west coast with
me. I wanted to somehow capture the velvet voice recalling the compelling
features of his life - the days of playing at the Apollo Theater in New
York, causing riots in Russia, a lifetime of struggles and successes, traveling
the world, playing with B.B. King, and entertaining thousands of fans.
I wanted to know what it was to live with such an engaging and defined
passion, to have found truth in all the ups and downs accompanying that
passion, and to have taken the truth, the hurt, confusion, and pain and
made something beautiful, to have created harmony out of the rhythmic aching
discord of life. As I left Calvin Owens and walked into the humid, tropical
evening of the city in which I was raised, I realized I had found the story
for which I had been searching, and that story was interweaved with my
own life, certainly the path laid before me. My passion is the blues, my
future telling the stories. Blues is home to me. Blues is the feeling of
safety, of relaxation and letting go, of getting out from hiding underneath
the underbrush and reaching into the darkness, into the hissing, venomous
liquid night, reaching without knowing, feeling safe and seeking danger.
Blues is the location, the thrill of having found the spot, of not knowing
but being assured, reaching into the void and pulling back something solid
and real and true in its magical significance.